Skank...?

another one!?!

did you know that "Praise You" by Fatboy Slim only has four lines repeated over and over again? ...

HOW DOES THAT INSPIRE A SONG!?!?!?!?!

Actually, I had fun last night... For once! w00t!

Ross, Emily, Lauren - we gotta do that again...
:-P

Today is the big day! YES!

I dreamed, last night, that we went to New Orleans before we went downtown (dunno why...) and we saw that Yankovic was singing THERE! ... and there was hardly ANY crowd! ... So yeah - We just sat like... a couple feet from him while he sang in a.... WHEELCHAIR?! ... and then we did something else, but I don't remember... - My memory doesn't do so well with dreams. egh.

I'm sooo STOCKED!

nnnnnnNNNNNNOOOOOO!!!!!!

Monty Python & The Holy Grail PC Adventure game doesn't work for XP computers!!!!!!
DAMN YOU OLD TIME WINDOWS 95 COMPUTERS!!!!!!!!

Today was boring - as usual...

First hour, I pretended to work on my paragraph (so I wouldn't have to get it proof read 'cause I just hate that!) and worked on "Neurotic Dreams" a bit... I think it's going on quite well - but confusing as hell!

My boat sunk... poor sailors... I salute them!

...Tried talking about Kill Bill at lunch - but I i jumbled my thoughts into a knot and I just said something really stupid... :-p wow, I need help. lol

Kintchen gave chocolate eggs in p.e. today that were suspiciously filled with a white liquid... HhHhHmMmMm... An aphrodesiac...?

I'm so bored - and I should be working on that Waco Knives website... bleh. - Later... I just got home from school. >_0;;

I'm soooo pumped for Sunday!! YANKOVIC ROCKS MY SOCKS!!

- I'm really bored...

I'm SO tired!

First, I spent most of my day at the Hair Zone, getting my neurotic hair cut and waiting for mum's coloring to finish (coloring hair... 'cause she has grey hairs.. :-p) And I did my homework in there...
Then came home and emidiatly started on the stupid ship thing for science - then studied like crazy for History - then meh dad drilled me with th questions (which really made me tired... he wanted me to answer QUICK! 0.0;) - then I studied for Spelling (easy..) - then I did chores... and now I'm here... Oh my gawd, I'm wiped...

- I'm working on a weird short story... started today and decided to abuse my made-up words like crazy... By naming it 'Neurotic Dreams'.. heh... I'm addicted to that word!

- First hour and second hour was VERY weird! - We were working on our paragraphs while Mrs. Z was grading our stories from Reading Class, and she was ranting about how we didn't know how to write and naming all the bad grades(i.e. 57, 50, 70, 71, ect.) out of 100 - and then she stops to grade more... Then busts out, "Spencer! you made a 97!" ... everyone just stared at me... 0_0; I was freaked... Then she continued, "Spencer is a very good writer!" .... then I just sunk in my chair... hiding from the eyes that were staring at me. oiness... - then P.e. (next hour) comes along and Pope comes up to me, "This paragraph thing we're doing will be BETTER than yours! BETTER!" ... and that added to the freakyness... 0_0; Pope is evil... VERY evil! ... but he's jealous... ha. - but it's stil scary...
And then Brandon comes to me and asks me if I could proof read his paragraph Friday... THAT was the most FREAKYEST THING I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED!!! BRANDON!?! ASKING FOR MY HELP!?! .... Yeah, freaky, but cool... but freaky more than cool. 0_o;

Such a freaky day...

- hope everyone participates in the Blind Forum contest... It needs spicing!

- Still going to the "Weird Al" Yankovic concert!! YEEEAAHHH BUDDDY!!!

- Your not on AIM, so... Kristin, As if I couldn't explain more at break (well... I couldn't really explain that well...) - I'm really sorry for calling you a whore. Really, I am. I was just in a really bad mood and talk about that hickey really added to my bad mood and I cracked. I promise this time: I won't ever do that or anything else ever. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings...
Forgive me?

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YES!!! MY PURPOSE IN LIFE IS PERFECT!!!

Still spyched for Sunday... Me and Dad will have a great time! YES!

- I found that 1st hour was vigorously fun. I wrote about poetry all hour... just sitting there, explaiing what a pimple poem was, was a lyrical poem was, what a haiku was and what a freeverse was... Quite fun..

- I think I almost fell asleep in 3rd hour when we were all just talking about crap... and Coach still tries to convince me to play football! AH! Has he not listened to my rants everyday when it is mentioned in the class?!

- I think the Bible Code is bull... It said that the world would end in 2000, but it didn't... so... I think it's just stupid... everyone dies at 2012? I think not! Only God and Jesus would know that and God certainly wouldn't give any hints as to what year...

- I'm bored... And tired... VERY tired...

- Great conversations with Matt and Mallorie... There most hilarious!
...and Family Guy... Me and Matt can probebly laugh at those all day long...

Peter: *drinks wine at a Catholic Church* *cough* Is this really Christs blood!?
Priest: Yes
Peter: Whoa, he must have been drunk 24/7!

heh...

Well... today was ok... Better than usual.

Started the day, at first, kinda sad... but then first hour came and happiness filled me! Mostly because I laughed at Justin... for anonymous reasons... 0_o;

PE was funny... despite the suckiness that we had to go outside, Mallorie and Eric are hilarious!
..Made cookies in 4th hour - this time tey didn't burn and I enjoyed eating every last bite! mmm..
Then lunch came around... yeah - I swung from happy to angery to happy to angery over and over again - just from switching to Monty Python talk with Pope and whore talk with Kristin. bleh... Hickeys are whore-ish... very.

Science class what interesting... we, somehow, got on the subject of the Bible Code - which sparked my interest bug in a snap. - Will the world end in 2012? I hope so, actually... 0_o;

7th Hour was very grotesque - but funny at the same time. - I really think sewing and circumsisian shouldn't be around... It's just cruel to do something like that! CRUEL!

Then I went to tutor... bleh... boring... learned things that Mrs. Mac never really taught understandingly...

- and *sigh* ... You must understand that to believe what I said helps me... It helps me believe that I'm better off without you. I need some form of willingness to let go. I can't just sit in internal sadness, flattering your ego! ... understand? I just need to get away from those thoughts - even if it means doing bad things. I'm that desperate. I am... - Besides, you got ol'Danny boy to keep you company... :) So it works out.

I got my friends... Not some insignificant other.

- other news: I'M GOING TO THE WEIRD AL CONCERT SUNDAY!!! W00T!!!! MY DAD GOT TICKETS TODAY! *waves them in your face* BWAHAHAHA!!!
- hm... if only he would come into the audience (I'm on the floor BWAHAHAHA!!) and commune with us (which I doubt) and I take a picture of him and me with a MAD Magazine, I could get published in MAD Magazine! HA!! - But I doubt that, highly.
-He might just be singing to get the pressure off his back from his tragic loss of his mother and father... - So reveals a question of great ponder: Why did he change his mind?

anyways... In the end, today was great after the topping of Weird Al Yankovic news!
W00T!!

I... am getting my haircut this week...
NNNNNNOOOO!!!!!!!!
I like my hair! I love it! It's so different from everyone elses hair! It's shaggy! It's curly! And it's LONG!!! ... Lets hope it stays that way after this week.. *gulp*

*walks out clentching his hair and pouting*
egh!!

I can't stop thinking about it... I just can't look at the face without getting my heart torn to shreds... - I try to stop it... but I can't. I can't!

I really need to stop this drama [king] crap... It annoys me, others around me, and can destroy my life if I let it. *sigh*


The field trip was boring and completely irelivent - but a good way to get out of homework and schoolwork... eh...
I got loads of emails today from Chat poemranker (a mailing list) and it was all about the new 'Favs' section... bleh...
Got an email invite to a poetry community... it's really small and I think it was created today... but I joined and shared Ducks With Aid's with them... I wonder what response i'll get...

What Role Does Writing Play In Your Life?
- I think of it as a stress reliever. I started writing, at first, just to impress people. I am guilty of trying to impress people and make them go 'oohh' and 'aahh'. But then I started poetry. Started it somewhere at the beggining of 8th grade and still write it. I loved to write it for my loved one, to express my deep feelings towards her. Then I used it to express my deep emotions and how I hate the day and the sunshine when I'm in the gloomiest of all moods. And that is all I write about. Sad things. Confusing ones. The role it plays in my life is just a way to express my feelings without yelling them out at people...

What Is Your Writing Goal?
- Goal? If there is one, I'd say to get better. Enough to get published in a book store and let the world feel my emotions. But that sounds to cliche', don't you think so? I bet a lot say that. But what else is there? What other reason? But I only write as a hobbie.

Good answers? yes? no? maybe? don't want to say? WHAT?!

Dreamed that I was at a No Doubt concert... I was happy as shit in that dream!
I met Gwen Stefani, but her husband dude was shy... and I met Tony and Tom... Then finally got a peek at that weird husband and it was Tony with combed back hair in a business suit... freaky... - and then we went into the stadium thingomajig... then I woke up before the concert... bleh.

Oh how thee has so much fun during his weekend off...

The forums are getting new members by the day! (A BIG SPECIAL THANKS TO MY MAN, PHALKON!)

...and... No life contact... ever this week... aside from my mum and dad...
and great... this new version realon player sucks ass! It won't play right and if your running to many programs at once, it'll stop playing! ...............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

ugh... so many things i must do...
I gotta make an archive of pics for the wyrmgeist site (..remember... I'm the webmaster for it now... fuck!)
But before that, I gotta go make a website for someone I don't even know... blargh!

It's not that I hate doing this - i love it - but I'm so sucked into MY stuff right now... The forums have been a huuuge success and I would like to expand this idea...

But i gotta finish this stuff first...
In the morning... I'll get that dudes website done... hopefully...
Atleast I'll get a cool knife out of it. *sigh*

If only I had words of wisdom like that...

Been addicted to Freak On A Leash for quite sometime, now... I just can't stop listening to it... It inspired 'Help Me Water The Garden'...

I didn't know I liked KoRn that much... 0_o;

- mp3 player came in handy! I still got 13 songs to last me until I re-install Realone player (and my dad wants to install it himself... so i can't do it right now..)

- Yet another member joined the forum! yayness! Dunno who, though. Maybe from Neo? Or someone from one of lj's communities? *shrugs* She hasn't posted yet...

- Mum is going to take over my computer for a while... blargh! ... but... I'm ok with it right now. I got a new issue of MAD Magazine and this computer is keeping me from reading it... So... That'll put a nip in the butt and make me read the glorious magazine...

- Gawd, this nightmare won't end! Please, even if you don't know him, pray for Kristins father. (for some of you: Zer0ess) He's really really sick... Just pray atleast once! please? (...or I'll slash at your throat when your sleeping...0_o;)

One day... I'm going to get my car... And drive... away from everyone.

I won't read anyones away messages... I won't read journals... I won't read surveys... I won't write poetry... I won't work on the forum... I won't do anything that day...

Just ride-listen to music-not worry about this stupid fucking world.
Yeah... So that'll be when I'm... 17. damn.

One good thing happend today: The forum now has about 11 members! w00t! I dunno if they will be active - but it looks the forum look hella good!
Special thanks to Phalkon! (who is now a moderator!) w00t!

ok... from sad to happy to sad.. thats really awkward and weird.
The forum makes me really happy - so I'm just going to sit on that page and watch TV or something...

Went to the mall today... Visited with my Great Grandma... bleh...

- Went inside Hot Topic and asked if they had any Ill Will Press things...
The clerk gave me the oddest face...
"You know...? Foamy The Squirrel? Rants and Raves? Germaine? Neurotically Yours?" ...and she freaked on me... - I guess the goods haven't been shipped here yet... -_-;

- Found out I'm a very distant relative of "Stone Wall" Jackson. Oi.
"Stone Wall" Jackson was a cousin to my Great Great Grandfather, who was the father of my Great Grandmother, who is the mother of my Papa, who is the father of my mother. 0_o; I'm a confederate at heart! AAHHH!!! .... ok, so I really don't care... Actually - It's kinda cool... :-P

- I sure hope your fathers ok, Kristin!

I won't believe what I read... anymore... just... no more reading livejournals... Sometimes they hurt............

badly... Like the devil, himself, walked into my room, looked at me and said, "Your not fit for Heaven, your going to Hell and become my personal punching bag"...

Just don't cry and shouve these stupid feelings into the toilet - flush and then wash your hands. No one will notice you went into the bathroom... no one will notice whats missing in your heart. understand, spencer?!

...good...